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It feels like I can see what is going to happen already. And I don't want that. I suppose what I really want to do is something that is exciting to me. I also want to do something that has some sense of growth, control, power, and meaning.

There are moments where loneliness strikes so hard. You can be out with a friend the whole day, but just one hour into getting home and you're disconsolate. Why does this happen? How can this feeling rise up with such dependability? Why is it that your social life

I note that we can be both busy with our lives, but still bored. We can fill our days with things that are tiring and hard, but ultimately a waste of time. Or at least not so fulfilling. I'm sure there are many things that people can imagine

The Prompt I heard yet another comparison of salary, and it made me desperate to catch up. Catch up to what exactly? Nothing but the mere feeling of comparison. As if a blind number can encompass any myriad of things that make up real life. It would be (relatively) easy

The Prompt I found myself going through a decision that took four hours. I cycled back and forth with the same thoughts. I would follow one line of thought, only to cycle back to the start when I hit a block. Or, I would swap to another line of thought

When I am faced with sudden irrational violence, I am fearful. I want to protect myself and be secured against violence. The second thing that comes to mind is gratefulness for my military training. Not that I am a great full-time soldier or suddenly an Übermensch. But I am grateful